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Friday, June 10, 2005

this is not self-pity

Thought I had it worked out in head and heart somehow, but it's relentlessly confusing and yet I’m still so open. I hate it. I’m like a big exposé but still there are misunderstandings. take me as I am

I'm not original or classic or stunning or perfect or even 'weird' as it has been thoughtlessly suggested... I'm just average and plain. or "too well rounded unfortunately" if I am being self-respected. I’m not kidding myself nor am I complaining.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't say things like that. You're one of the most interesting, original and, without a doubt, gorgeous-est people I know. You've got skills & talents I'd die for.

Exams soon. Aaargh.

Anonymous said...

average and plain is original and exciting, too many people now try to be different, someone they're not.
people notice this.

Mike said...

you know what i think! perfect doesn't come close. if more people were half as amazing and unique as you, the world would be a much nicer place. even now, you make that so.