Feeling antagonistic. Decided to clean out my room. Most significantly, things that remind me of him like big tacky white teddy bear that says ‘I love you.’ Given to me on a previous Valentine’s Day. It disgusted me at the time but I could see how much he’d tried and so I played grateful. Now its over and done with, it sickens me all the more. I keep it in the top of my cupboard, facing away.
“I don’t want to fall back in love with you” “I just want to be left alone” he said last week. So why when I mention disposing of this foul symbol of affection does he get really offended and hang up? I don’t understand him....Eventually he took it off my hands, except now I'm not sure. Was I too harsh? my mind says: I just want to turn you down. I just want to turn you around
Oh, you ain't never had nothin' I wanted, but...
I want it all
I just can't figure out...
to avoid fainting keep repeating
Monday, February 14, 2005
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