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Saturday, June 04, 2005

Adoration beyond comprehension

I was like jam last night. I tried to spread myself between people I adore. I’ve had some misfortunes this week- I think I’ve lost all my vital cards as well as a beautiful bag of clothes. Although I have been bowled over by undeserved gifts and compliments and I cried in the dark because I was so overwhelmed. I don’t play stupid little games. I am genuinely delighted! Why won’t you believe me? I'll make you feel pretty. Maybe you’re right. It is fucking crazy when I’m impulsive and so honest.

We’re just stupid teenagers. Just fucking it up and trying to get back to what we really are.

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